Sunday, May 30, 2010
black and blue.
my life is falling apart. total meltdown. mayday mayday!!!! is anybody out there? can you make it all go away? can i run away? can i sleep and sleep and sleep and hibernate in my own little carefree world? what will happen if i can't keep all the furkids? 3 months left in this house and counting... we can't stay here. its too expensive. we need new digs. better jobs. total independence. goodbye comfort zone. stand on my own two feet? all by myself? after all this time? make it or break it. things fall apart. i hope i can put them back together. major depressive episode. bye-bye sanity, hello drama and mood swings. i'll be back.